Trudging into Oct.

In the midst of having samples collected in Maryland cut, also in the thick of campus recycling and composting. the large amount of waste generated by any municipality, even a college campus, once you actually have manage it. i think the average for weekly pick up of mixed recycling (glass, plastic, aluminum) and cardboard (plus any stray paper, shredded documents) has been 13 tons. that's 26,000 lbs. It could be more if people recycled properly, yet it should be a lot less if people stopped buying cases of 8 oz water bottles. seriously....8 oz of water? whose thirst is that gonna quench?

Autumn cleaning

Deterring rain, a mentor who renigs, revealing documentaries and tantric lessons. Humidity lingers in the middle of September. I'm trying to ignore the negative premonitions.

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a limerent mind falls prey to the beauty of an individual. limerence clouds a person's judgement, his common sense dissipates with obsessiveness. The devil would advocate to wallow forever in this passive longing, tells him to drive away and flee, to drive away is to dive deeper into abyssal despair. Introvert trying to embrace the external world. A kick in the eye, a stab of the lungs. Take on the habits of the limerent object, die a little bit more. this is what love is. this is the path of maturity, of growth. He envied the gardener, such as Chance Gardner, the empty mind, free of internal anxiety.