post-111 (post 112)

a limerent mind falls prey to the beauty of an individual. limerence clouds a person's judgement, his common sense dissipates with obsessiveness. The devil would advocate to wallow forever in this passive longing, tells him to drive away and flee, to drive away is to dive deeper into abyssal despair. Introvert trying to embrace the external world. A kick in the eye, a stab of the lungs. Take on the habits of the limerent object, die a little bit more. this is what love is. this is the path of maturity, of growth. He envied the gardener, such as Chance Gardner, the empty mind, free of internal anxiety.